Costume Party

I don’t know what happened to my friend John, but by now I fear for the worst. There’s been no word from him for more than a week.

I hang out with him and the rest of my friends almost every week. We are your typical group of younger people in their early to mid-twenties. Some are students; some are part of the workforce, it doesn’t really matter.

Last week we threw a party. It wasn’t Halloween, Carnival, or any other occasion, but we still decided on a costume party. Either wear a costume, or you aren’t getting in. The place we decided on was my friend Thomas’ place. He was well off and could afford to rent a spacious studio apartment, unlike the rest of our group.

I decided to dress up as a post-apocalyptic soldier, trying to be a raider from Fallout. In reality, it must’ve looked more like one of the weird homoerotic costumes from the Mad Max movies.

When I arrived at the party, a couple of people were already there. My friends Tom and Marie, and three other people I didn’t know. I said hello to everyone and went to greet Thomas, who eyed my costume suspiciously for a moment. He said he’d invited a couple more people. I shrugged, the more, the merrier.

While some people showed up in typical costumes, like zombies and nurses, others showed up in the weirdest outfits. There were two guys dressed up as an oversized bottle of beer and an oversized pack of cigarettes, calling themselves Beer and Smokes. One girl was a huge beach ball, and another guy showed up in a full-body dog costume.

As the evening progressed, I got drunk pretty quickly. I got to know some of the new people, took part in a ridiculous guessing game, and won a drinking contest against Beer himself. It was great, and everyone had a blast.

After midnight a couple of the students suggested that we’d go to a cheap dance club near campus. I had been to the place a couple of times before. It meant shitty mainstream music, cheap drinks, and more drunk people. I was so in.

It took some time to ask around, but in the end, a whole dozen of us decided to go. There was me, Tom, Marie, John, Beer and Smokes, the two students who’d suggested going, three of Thomas’ friends and finally the guy in the dog costume.

A couple of beers to go, a funny, yet uneventful subway ride, and we soon had only ten more minutes by foot until we’d reach the club.

On our way, John said he’d to take a leak and asked if anyone else had to as well. No one was answering, but as John walked off the guy in the dog costume joined him. The two vanished behind a corner to find some bushes.

It shouldn’t take longer than a few minutes, so we decided to get in line already.

The club was only a couple blocks away, so I sent John a quick message on WhatsApp to come find us. Call me an asshole, but I was pretty drunk, and he’s old enough to find his way.

The rest of the night was a blur.

We went in, got shots, then beer, then more shots, then it’s all a blank.

I woke up the next day with a splitting headache and the world spinning around me. By the time I was able to get up and function as a normal human being again, it was already early evening.

My phone informed me that I’d gotten quite a few messages, but most were nonsense or pictures of last night.

On Facebook things were different. I’d gotten a message from Alison, John’s girlfriend. We weren’t exactly close, so I was a little surprised. She asked what had happened last night and if I knew where John was. The last time she’d seen him was yesterday evening before he went out.

I sighed, freaking overprotective girlfriend. Wasn’t John with us at the club and we went home together? I tried to remember, but I had no idea what had happened.

I told her what I recalled. We had a party, went to a club and that I had no idea where John went. She told me that she’d already asked Tom and Marie, but the two couldn’t tell her anything either.

I thought about it for a bit. I honestly didn’t know if John was at the club with us. Then I remembered that he’d gone for a leak with that dog guy. Must’ve been one of Thomas’ friends, I concluded.

I sent him a quick message, and he told me he’d no idea who the guy was and that he arrived with Beer and Smokes.

Finding the two of them was easy. They were already tagged in the pictures on Facebook. The one who replied was Beer.

‘Hey, who was the guy that came with you to the party last night?’ I asked via messenger.

‘You talking about Smokes?’

‘No, the guy in the dog costume.’

‘Dog costume? Who are you talking about? Wait, that guy? No clue, we’d met him on the way to Thomas’ party.’

‘Alright, thanks.’

Weird, I thought, but okay.

I rechecked WhatsApp. The last time John had been online was before midnight. We’d still been at Thomas’ place at that time. My message about us getting in line without him had been delivered but was still unread.

At that point, the whole situation started to feel a bit strange. I sent John another message asking him where he was and told him that Alison was worried. When I got no answer, I tried to call him, but it went straight to voicemail. Alright, his battery’s probably dead, I reasoned, or he’d lost his phone somewhere.

Still, I couldn’t shake off the feeling that something was wrong, and so I asked around on Facebook. First I contacted my friends, then the other people who were at our party. No one could tell me anything about dog guy. Everyone remembered him, but no one had the slightest clue who he was. For all I knew, he’d been a complete stranger that showed up at our party.

Thinking about it now, I don’t know if I ever saw him drinking or interacting with anyone. He was always a quiet bystander, just standing somewhere, merely watching.

I felt a cold shiver running down my spine as I looked at the pictures he was in.

“Who the hell are you?”

When John went to take a leak dog guy had followed him. No one thought anything about it at the time. Yet, no one remembered seeing neither John nor dog guy afterward. This person, this stranger, was the last one my friend had interacted with. Worst of all, the damned costume made it utterly impossible to figure out who he was.

By now, there are only two questions:

Who the hell was at our party last week, and what did he do to my friend?

Hallway

I always hated hallways, but after today, I never want to enter any of them ever again.

What happened tonight scared me beyond anything and twisted some of my sweetest childhood memories into a nightmare.

When I was little, I lived in an old farmhouse with the rest of my family. My grandparents had been farmers their whole life, but when I was born, they’d already retired.

The farmhouse was huge, more than thirty meters in length. When I was little, I used to sleep in my mom’s bedroom. Once I was a bit older, though, I got my own room. I loved it. It was big, had a couch, a bed and all my toys were there.

There was one problem with the room though: It was located in the middle of the building.

To go anywhere, I had to follow a long hallway that led through the whole building. This was fine during daytime since large windows on both ends allowed the sunlight to enter.

At night, however, this hallway became my own personal hell. It was creepy, and both sides ended in nothing but darkness. The worst was the light switches. They were located on either end of the hallway, where stairways connected it to the ground floor.

Whenever I had to go to the toilet at night, I had to walk down the hallway for about ten meters. What made it even worse, was that the farmhouse was more than a century old. Noises were a common thing. The creaking of old beams or the floor boards, often made me shake in fear.

It was terrible, and walking those ten meters at night was the worst part of my young life.

Whenever I had to go, I’d open the door of my room all the way to illuminate the hallway. It didn’t help much. The only thing it did was to fill it with long shadows and to transform the small cupboards into lurking monsters.

I had a savior though, my grandma.

My grandparents had their own bedroom a few doors up the hallway. After one of my nightly visits, I’d told them all about my fears. I’d complained about how afraid I was to go to the toilet at night. All they said was, ‘There’s nothing to be afraid of, it’s all in your head.’

When I had to go the next night again, I saw a dark silhouette at the end of the hallway. I’d have screamed had I not heard the familiar voice of my grandma.

She told me everything would be fine, but pleaded me to close the door. The bright light wasn’t good for her old eyes. Once I’d done that I heard her walk towards me. She said all this would be our little secret. No one had to know that she was here. If I were quiet about it, everyone would think I’d overcome my fears all by myself.

It was only natural that I took her advice. I was a child, after all. When she held out her hand in the dark, I grabbed it. Then she walked me to the toilet, waited for me to be done, and we returned back to my room.

Before she went back to hers, she’d always ask me if I wanted to come along and sleep in her bed. Each night she’d ask me this same question.

By then, I thought of myself a big boy. I told her, I could handle the darkness of the night all by myself and went back to my own room. At times I would look after her though, as she vanished into the darkness. Occasionally she’d repeat her invitation even after I couldn’t see her anymore.

I’d have to lie if I said it was never tempting. Yet, I never went after her.

The first few months I’d dreaded nothing more than to go to the toilet at night. I hate that dark hallway and even this new room. Once grandma was there, though, things got better.

The only thing I was a bit perplexed about was that grandma always knew when I had to go to the toilet. Did she hear all the ruckus I made when I got up and walked to the door? It didn’t matter. What mattered was that she was always there.

The whole thing continued till mom, and I moved to the city.

That last year, holding hands with grandma felt a bit weird. I was already eleven years old at the time. I might have even told her that she didn’t have to do it anymore. Yet, deep down, I was happy that she was still there. I knew that without her, I’d be scared to death.

I’m now twenty-four years old. I’ve never been back in this house much. Mom and I only used to visit my grandparent’s during the holidays. Even then, we could never stay overnight, because mom was so busy with her work.

Grandma died when I was sixteen years old, and my grandpa died three years ago. After that, mom moved back into the old house. By that time, she was self-employed, so things didn’t change much for her, and I was already in college.

At the moment I’m taking a little break from my studies. I decided it would be an excellent idea to visit mom and to spend some time at my childhood home. It’s the first time I’m back here for more than an afternoon.

When we’d moved, we had left most of the old furniture behind. I was amazed when I saw that my old room was still in the same state. Mom was about to prepare the guest room for me, but I decided to stay right here.

After she had gone to bed, I decided to browse the internet for a bit. At one point, though, I had to go to the toilet.

“Great, time to relive some old memories,” I said to myself.

I knew mom hadn’t bothered to put up new light switches or even a lamp for that matter.

Well, I wasn’t a kid anymore. I got up, opened the door, and carefully peeked outside like I’d always used to.

At the end of the hallway, I saw a familiar dark figure.

Only now, as an adult, did I realize how tall, almost towering the shape was. It filled out the entire hallway. At the same time, it seemed to be hunched over, leaning forward in my direction. I saw long, dangling arms that stretched from the top of the figure almost down to the floor.

As a little kid, it must’ve seemed reasonable that grandma was taller than me and that her arms were so much longer than mine.

As I stared at the figure, one of its impossibly long arms reached out to me. It ended in a bony hand so large, it would easily enclose mine. Then I heard a somewhat distorted, almost giggling version of my grandma’s voice:

“Everything is going to be fine, my dear, little boy.”

Aunt Annie’s Ale

There was this small restaurant in the town I grew up in, called Uncle John and Aunt Annie’s. It was your typical small-town diner that served home-cooked meals and was run by a friendly older couple.

The two of them must’ve been in their late thirties or early forties when they opened it. What made the place so special was not the food, but the drinks. They served a variety of homemade beverages. There were juices, beers and a variety of hard liquor.

The most popular one was called Aunt Annie’s Ale. It was a reddish fruit liquor if I remember correctly. People were crazy about it, especially since their stock was always limited. Only a few bottles were available and Uncle John always said it took a damn long time to make it.

From what I heard, it was really strong but had this amazing juicy taste. There were quite a few people who visited the place only to taste the ale. I don’t think they ever sold any of the bottles, but served it only during meals. It was a clever strategy.

Many people wanted to know how the ale was made or at least what its ingredients were, but the couple revealed nothing. It’s a family recipe, they used to say.

The ale was so popular that someone broke into the diner one night, with aspirations of figuring out the secret behind it. Thankfully the old couple noticed the incident and called the police who swiftly apprehended the criminal. The entire thing was crazy, considering it was all about some ale.

But who am I to talk. It’s exactly this ale that brought my best friend and me back to my old hometown. After years, we’d put our savings together and opened our very own restaurant. While we worked on the menu, I thought back to the old place in my hometown. I’d told my friend about their special drinks and the ale.  So we soon made our way back there to get our hands on the recipe. If it was even half as good as people said, we could make some serious money.

After getting in touch with some old friends, I found out that Uncle John had died almost a decade ago. Aunt Annie was still very much alive, though. She must’ve been in her seventies by now. As soon as we’d heard that she still lived in the building that had housed the diner, we were on our way.

The moment we reached our destination, I recognized the old diner. There was even the old display. Time hadn’t been kind to it. By now most of the colors were faded, and some letters were gone, leaving it an indistinguishable mess.

As we left the car and made our way towards the old building, I saw movement behind one of the second-floor windows. Before we even reached the door, a tiny old lady opened it. Back in the day, Aunt Annie had been a crafty, happy, and boisterous woman. Now, in old age, she looked frail and as if she’d shrunken to only half her former size.

For a moment she just stared at us and didn’t say a thing.

“If you boys are looking for a place to get a meal, sorry to tell you, but this one here’s been closed for a very long time. You’d best be off and try the new place down in,” she broke off, trying to remember the name.

“But Aunt Annie, it’s me, little Jerry, don’t you remember?”

She leaned forward, examined my face for some time before she smiled.

“Oh, of course, little Jerry! How nice of you to come to visit! Come in, come in!”

My friend looked at me, brows raised, but I shushed him in an instant. Of course, my name wasn’t Jerry. There might have been a kid with that name in town, but I didn’t care.

The moment I’d seen her and heard her speak, I could already guess that her state of mind might be as frail as her body. When she recognized me as little Jerry, I knew.

She probably had no idea who Jerry was, but her brain had conjured up the image of a random family member. It was sad seeing her like that, but what worried me more was that she might have forgotten about the ale. She motioned for us to follow her up the stairs into her living room.

Aunt Annie’s place gave you the feeling of traveling back in time. The furniture must’ve been old even when I’d been a kid. The television set was huge and clunky, the type you wouldn’t even find at a scrap yard these days. Even the smell of the place was old and musty.

The old woman had been talking ever since we entered the place. Honestly, I didn’t even understand half of what she was saying and didn’t care about the rest. Aunt Annie, however, chirped on happily about how glad she was that we visited her. I nodded, agreed with her here and there, and smiled a lot. That did the trick.

I soon shifted the topic to the old restaurant and how things were different back then. She told us a few stories about her and Uncle John and the many people they’d know back in the day. I have no idea how much of it was true, but I could tell her mind was all over the place. This went on for almost half an hour before I even got the chance to ask her about the ale.

The moment the word had left my lips, her eyes focused right at me, as if she’d snapped right out of her drowsiness.

“It’s all gone,” she hissed at me, “every last drop of it. Stuff of the devil!”

“What are you talking about Aunt Annie?” I asked, my voice dripping with innocence.

“I’m not here to get any of it. I came to visit you,” I assured her, but she didn’t react at all.

She seemed to be too agitated after I’d mentioned the ale and was still murmuring to herself.

“Aunt Annie?” I asked, putting my hand on her shoulder.

“Oh Jerry, I’m sorry, what were we talking about? Sometimes I forget things.”

I nodded smiling and told her we’d been talking about old times. She smiled and piped up right again. What had caused this sudden episode? It had to be the frustration about people coming here repeatedly over the years asking about it.

Finally, I decided on a different approach. I told her that my friend and I were starting our own restaurant and that we’d like to get some tips from her. After all, her place had been the talk of the town back in the day.

However, there was nothing she could tell us. They prepared food, and people came to eat.

“People need to eat, right?” she said smiling.

I sighed and cursed before I asked her if she had any recipes we could use.

She thought hard but admitted that she didn’t cook much anymore. She often forgot the ingredients, or part of the process, and ended up ruining everything.

By that point, I got frustrated. I told her that the last time I’d been visiting her she’d promised to hand me her old cooking book.

When she heard that she lit up a little.

“Oh, you are right, the book, the book. I’m sorry Jerry, I forgot all about it. My mind isn’t as good as it used to anymore.”

“Don’t worry about it. How about you get it for me now?”

She motioned for me to follow her along, and we went into a little kitchen.

“Now where did I put it again?” she mumbled to herself.

For long minutes she stood there, eying the kitchen in front of her before she went to an old drawer. After rummaging through it for a while, she discovered a small, old notebook. The moment she’d found it, she handed it over to me with an enormous smile on her face. I flipped through it, but all I found were recipes for the various meals they’d served. There was no mention of any drinks.

Dammit, I wasn’t just frustrated anymore. No, I was mad.

“Well, that’s all nice, but what happened to Uncle John’s notes? The ones about the drinks? Wasn’t it the drinks that made your place as popular as it was?”

Her mood changed right away. Again she cursed and murmur to herself.

“What’s the matter, Aunt Annie? Why are you so angry?”

For a second she stared at me, her eyes wide open.

“Is it because they all wanted to get more of that stuff?”

“More of what, dear?” she asked.

The episode was already over again, but my patience was gone.

“More of the ale, Aunt Annie!” I confronted her.

“There’s no more of the ungodly stuff! We had to stop making it,” she broke off.

“Why?” I asked.

“Because it was wrong John! We can’t anymore! I can’t.”

She was lost again and tears welled up in her eyes and ran down her cheeks.

“Why can’t you?” I pressed her.

My friend had gotten up and came over to the kitchen looking at me with a sullen face. I didn’t care.

“Because we used them!” she cried.

“Who are they?”

She cried, shivered, and almost collapsed, crashing against the kitchen counter.

“It was wrong John, all of it! We can’t ever go down there again!”

“Down where?”

“The basement, John. It’s all wrong, everything down there is!”

She went on and on, but I couldn’t make out her words anymore. I didn’t have to, I knew where I had to go.

Aunt Annie was clinging to the kitchen counter. My friend looked at me in disgust as he stepped up to the old lady.

“The hell’s wrong with you?” he asked.

“I’ll have a look at what I can find down there,” I said shrugging.

With that, I left and hurried down the stairs. Judge me all you want, but there was most likely no other way to get anything out of her.

It took me a while to find the door that led to the basement. It was at the back of the house at the end of the diner’s old kitchen.

As I approached the door, I found it locked. No surprise, I thought, considering her words. For a little while, I searched for the keys but when I didn’t find them I went back to the door. Fuck it, I told myself. After two heavy kicks, the old door already bent inwards a bit. Three more and it swung open.

I couldn’t see a thing as I stared down the stairs. Thankfully, I found an old light switch that was still working.

A lonely lightbulb dangled from the ceiling near the bottom. I went down one step at the time, testing each of the wooden stairs before I put my weight on them.

Once I was down, I looked around but found nothing of interest. I saw some old, empty shelves that must’ve once been filled with supplies. There was a tool here and a box there, but other than that the place was empty.

I went through a few of the things before I discovered another doorway leading to the second part of the basement.

“Bingo,” I whispered the moment I entered and saw Uncle John’s old still.

There was another shelf here, covered by an old curtain, but I ignored it for now. Instead, I walked right to a small desk at the end of the room. My eyes lit up when I saw its drawers.

The first one was filled with an assortment of tools and spare parts. The second one was the same. It was in the third one that I found what I’d been looking for. A notebook and a few sheets of paper.

A quick look at the sheets revealed that it was the instructions on how to work the still and its various parts.

The moment I opened the notebook and saw the instructions for an herb liquor called Herby Herbert, I knew I’d found what I’d been looking for. I leafed through the pages. There was a variety of liquors and drinks in there, all with silly names. Bobbie’s Berry Booze, Long Leg Larry’s Liquor, Old Odette’s Ouzo, to name a few. It went on like that and I had to admit that some names were funny and creative.

When I came to the last page, I was confused. There were over two dozen drinks in here, but nothing about the ale.

“Shit! Why’s it not in here?”

I checked the few sheets of paper again, then went through the notebook once more. There was nothing.

I threw the notebook to the ground and went back to the drawers. If it was their special secret brew, then maybe…

After five minutes I’d found it. There was a small space at the bottom of one of the drawers containing a small stack of notes. They were dirty and clipped together.

“Finally,” I said to myself in triumph.

There was no name on it, and the handwriting was shoddy. Even worse, the pages were dirty and with the little light I had down here, I almost couldn’t read them. Eventually, I went back upstairs to one of the old dining room tables and looked through them.

The first page was entirely covered in handwriting. The second one showed various glass jars, all with individual notes. The third page held more instructions while the last one listed all the ingredients. I read sugar, fruits, strawberries, and a couple of other things. That’s it! There was no name on the page, but the ingredients left no doubt that I’d found what I’d come here for.

Starting from the first page, I began to read. Creating the drink was a long and arduous process because a so-called special ingredient was limited and took a long time to gain. I was intrigued and wondered what that could be.

As I read on I found out how you had to prepare the ingredients and how to let them age till they were ready to be distilled. The special ingredient was mentioned repeatedly, but it was never revealed what it was. Apparently, it was put in a glass jar and let ripen in there for weeks or even months, depending on a few factors. The process itself was mentioned in excruciating detail. As far as I understood the most significant factor was time. The process itself didn’t seem too hard.

I checked all the notes, looked for some kind of secret message, but never found out what it was.

I went back to the page with the glass jars. It explained how you added one ingredient after another, mixed them with water and other liquids, and what the different stages looked like. At a certain point, it was mentioned that you had to add it to the rest. Then it took more time for everything to get ready.

“What the hell’s it supposed to be?” I cursed at the notes.

Then I remembered the covered shelf I’d seen.

I rushed back down and pulled the curtain away to see what was behind. The entire shelf was filled with jars. Most of them were empty, some had liquids in them, but there were two that contained something else.

I stood there dumbfounded before I stumbled back a few steps. What the hell was that supposed to be? Was this some kind of sick joke? I blinked, shook my head, but it was still there. There was no doubt, I’d found out the identity of the secret ingredient and it almost made me vomit. Two of the jars each held a human fetus in them.

One was small, containing a name tag, and identifying the fetus as Raphael. The other, however, was bigger, and apart from the fetus, different fruits and berries had been added to it.

I’m no doctor, but I damn well know what a fetus looks like. I stumbled away from the shelf, but before I’d even reached the next room, I vomited on the ground.

Aunt Annie’s Ale. Now the name made sense in a sick and twisted way. It was made of something that came out of her. Why they’d been driven to create something like that…

Still, I thought, it made sense that the stuff was always so limited and at a certain point they couldn’t make it anymore. There was a point in time at which Aunt Annie couldn’t get pregnant anymore. Thinking about that made me vomit again.

I started thinking. The town had been a devoted Christian community. Other people often condemned abortions or complications during birth. So they hadn’t talked about it. Had the sadness of losing their children brought them to keep them?

What I still couldn’t find an explanation for was what could’ve driven them to do… this. Animosity? Insanity? A way to get rid of them?

I thought back to the time when I was a little boy, to the happy, boisterous lady Aunt Annie had been, to stout Uncle John. The thought of them making a drink out of their own… I would have thrown up a third time, but by then, my stomach was empty. I stumbled back up the stairs of the basement and into the kitchen.

I picked up the notes again, crumbled them up, and was about to throw them away when my friend appeared.

“You found anything?”

“Nothing,” I told him and hid the notes in my pocket.

He looked at me for a while. Must’ve seen how sick I’d looked.

“You all right, man?”

“Yeah, must’ve been the damp air of that freaking basement. Been down there for almost an hour.”

I didn’t say goodbye to Aunt Annie. No, I left the place right away. To be honest, I contemplated burning the entire place to the ground the moment I stepped outside.

Our restaurant started well enough, but it declined quickly. It’s tough competing with other restaurants and the big fast-food chains. My friend told me, if nothing happens we’d have to close the place down soon.

I remembered his words when I found the crumpled up notes one day.

“If nothing happens.”

In a small town, there is a limited supply of the special ingredient. In a city with a population numbering in the millions though, you can get your hands on them much easier. At least, if you know where to look.

Desperation leads to bad decisions, they say.

I wish, I wish I’d thrown those damned notes away back then because now, there’s no turning back anymore.

Doggie

My name is Richard. I’m husband to a beautiful wife and the lucky father of a crafty eight-year-old boy, Thomas. I work from home, as a freelancer in the software field. My wife Lauren is a teacher at our local high school.

Since my wife works late hours, I take care of our son during the day and help him with his homework. I enjoy nothing more than spending time with him, but it can get tough when deadlines are approaching.

The day Thomas introduced me to Henry and Marie, I couldn’t have been happier. Thomas was a bit shy and reserved, but he seemed to have made his first close friends. The two of them told me they’d moved here with their parents about a month ago and lived in a house down the street. Henry was in Thomas’ class, Marie was a year younger. For the rest of the afternoon, the kids played outside in the backyard, while I kept a watchful eye on them from the office window.

I met Mrs. Green briefly in the early evening when she came to get her kids. It wasn’t long before Lauren, being her usual social self, invited the Greens over for dinner. They were a friendly, well-educated couple in their early forties. They’d waited to have kids to focus on their respective careers. John Green was a lecturer at a university, his wife Lisa was a department store manager at a pharmaceutical company. We got along well enough, and they shared our delight at the kids playing together.

From that day onward, Thomas would often stay at the Green’s house to play with Henry and Marie. John and Lisa assured me things would be all right. They had an elderly maid who picked up the kids after school and watched over them until they got home.

It wasn’t long before Thomas first told us about Doggie, the Green’s family dog. From his tales it sounded like the dog was enormous, so we assumed it was a St. Bernard or a similar breed. At the moment, Thomas said, they kept the dog in an indoor kennel because he was sick. Soon enough the conversation shifted to other topics, like school and games.

During the next few weeks, Thomas would often talk about Doggie. He seemed to adore him and told us about petting him and playing with him. My wife and I considered getting him a puppy for his birthday.

There was one thing that was weird though. In all the time I’d been over at the Green’s house, I’d never seen a dog. Sure, Thomas had told me the dog was staying inside, but it still seemed odd. Well, who knows, maybe the dog was old. What did I know about dogs, anyway?

One day, not too long ago, my son came up to me, a worried look on his face. He rambled on about Doggie and I learned that the old chap seemed to be really ill. He didn’t even get up to play with them anymore. Thomas pleaded with me to talk with the Greens about the dog and I assured him I would.

I hate to admit it, but I pushed it off. It wasn’t that I ignored it, but at the time deadlines were coming up and I was buried with work.

Looking back now, I wish I’d acted sooner.

Three days later my son came home crying. He rushed into my office and threw himself into my arms. It surprised me to see him since he was supposed to be playing at the Green’s home that afternoon. Confusion turned to worry when he told me that Doggie had gotten free and had bitten him. When I saw the bloody wound on his arm, I drove him to the hospital right away.

The doctor informed me that the wound was tiny and everything would be fine before he gave me a probing look.

“Now tell me, Mr. Marshall, where did your son get this injury?” he demanded of me.

“My son was attacked by a neighbor’s dog, what’s the problem here?”

What the doctor said next still makes me shiver.

“Well, Mr. Marshall, those bite marks on your son’s arm, they don’t resemble those of a dog, but a human adult.”

I stared at the man in utter confusion.

“What the hell are you,” I started but broke off. Doggie had bitten him, but then those bite marks… dear God.

We called the cops then and there. I didn’t know what I was expecting, but nothing I could’ve imagined would even come close to reality.

What they found at the Green’s House that afternoon was a sheer and utter nightmare.

Doggie wasn’t a dog, but a young man the Green’s must’ve kidnapped and held captive for whatever twisted reason.

The young man was missing his tongue and the vocal cords, so he wasn’t able to speak or make sounds at all. His hands were mutilated and utterly useless. The poor guy couldn’t even stand up anymore because of the damage done to his muscles and tendons. I’m thankful I never saw what they did to his face, but I heard it barely resembled that of a human being anymore. What makes this entire thing even weirder was the dog costume. They’d dressed the guy up like a dog and kept him in a basement cell.

When the cops came over to take my statement, it took some time to convince Thomas that he wasn’t in trouble. The police said they needed some help to find out a little more about Doggie and why he’d bitten him. Of course, we didn’t tell him what was really going on.

He told us that Marie and Henry had found Doggie by accident. The door to the basement was locked at all times; it was off-limits, their parents had said. One day though, the kids had discovered a secret way to enter the basement. It was later confirmed to be a construction error. When their parents weren’t home, Henry and Marie had explored their new house and made their way into the basement. The room Doggie was in had no light and they kept him in what the kids thought to be an indoor kennel.

The kids assumed he was down there because he was sick and their parents tried to help the dog get better. They’d told Thomas their parents often did this type of thing. Thomas told us, shuffling his feet, that it was supposed to be a secret. They’d get in trouble if their parents knew they went down there.

Thomas had been worried about the dog though, so he told me and Laura about him. It was stupid, he said, that he wasn’t allowed to talk about him.

When the police asked if the elderly maid knew anything, Thomas laughed. The old woman was gullible. They’d tell her they were playing upstairs and waited till she was busy with the housework.

After that, we sent him to his room, and the police told me what must’ve happened that day and how lucky my son had been.

Thomas, Henry, and Marie had snuck into the basement once more to play with Doggie. At the time the man was suffering from a high fever and multiple infected wounds. He was delirious. He didn’t react to the kids anymore, so they opened the kennel to see if he was all right. That’s when the man saw his chance and went on a rampage.

He first went for Thomas, who was the closest. Luckily though, he wasn’t able to use his jaws anymore, only giving Thomas a shallow bite. This allowed my son to get away.

Henry and Marie weren’t so lucky. The girl was beaten to death. The boy was maimed beyond recognition and is still in critical condition. In his frenzied state, the man had thrown himself against the locked basement door till it broke open. In the course, he’d severely bruised his already weak body. On the stairs, he ran into the poor maid who must’ve come down because she’d heard the kids’ screams. She survived with only light injuries but suffered severe head trauma. She’s still unconscious at this point.

The tortured man didn’t get far. He suffered from a heart attack and died right there in the Green’s backyard.

Mr. and Mrs. Green were arrested on the same day. I heard they were both charged with multiple offenses, including homicide. They are currently under investigation in at least two more missing person cases suspected to be homicides.

To this day, the identity of the man that Thomas referred to as Doggie as well as the Greens’ motif remain completely unknown.

Alexander the Magnificent’s Magnificent Puppet Show

Over two decades ago, when I was ten years old, I saw Alexander the Magnificent’s Magnificent Puppet Show. What happened back then still haunts me to this day.

It was summer break, and I was as typical as a ten-year-old boy could’ve been. Ever since I was in second grade, I spent many of the warm summer months at my friend Martin’s house. We were in the same grade, but he was almost a year older than me. He was my best friend and you could say I was looking up to him a little. Well, not just a little, if I’m honest.

Martin was the popular type and had many friends in town. I on the other hand was a shy, reserved type. His friends, most of which I knew from school, accepted me well enough, but I still felt I didn’t belong to their group.

We spent most of our days on the town’s vast soccer field.

It was there that we first noticed Little Tony. The small boy, who couldn’t have been older than six, was eying us from afar curiously.

It took him a while to approach us and it was already evening when he asked if he could play with us. We all laughed at the little, awkward boy, but eventually, we let him join us.

While we played, Little Tony would go on and on about how amazing his dad was.

“My dad is the best dad in the world!” he’d say smiling brightly or “No one’s as amazing as my dad!”

It was comical, to be honest, and even as a ten-year-old, I found his behavior erratic.

“What about your mom? Is she awesome too?” one of the others teased him.

Little Tony shook his head, but his smile didn’t waver.

Then, out of nowhere, he stopped and raised his arms to get our attention.

“Why don’t we all go to my place? My dad’s cool and I have all the toys in the world and we can play together and hang out and have fun!”

He babbled on like this, but soon our attention turned back to our game. We didn’t care about his toys or his dad for that matter.

Right at this point, he said something different though.

“Oh,” he exclaimed suddenly, “you could watch the puppet show!”

I stopped in my track and turned towards him. Others did the same thing.

“What puppet show?”

“My dad’s puppet show,” he answered matter-of-factly.

Little Tony kept talking about it and we learned that his father was a famous puppeteer. He’d come to our small town to perform his puppet show. If we came with him now, we could watch his rehearsal of tomorrow’s show. He said his dad was known far and wide and was one of the best puppeteers in the whole wide world.

We were sure he was exaggerating, but the prospect of getting to see a free puppet show convinced us in the end.

Puppet shows were popular in the area I’m from. You could say they are an enormous part of our cultural landscape. Most of the kids in the area grew up watching them and loved them ever since. There were many types. Some were more tailored to adults. Others told adventurous tales and local legends to the delight of children.

Some of Martin’s older friends rolled their eyes, pretending not to care, but I could tell they were as excited about it as I was.

So soon enough we all joined in and went on our way, Little Tony in the lead.

Unfortunately, the small boy didn’t have a bike, so we were forced to walk and push our bikes along with us.

His father stayed at a small, old cottage outside of town. I think these cottages were once a popular holiday attraction aimed at city folks. Even when I was a kid though, many of them were in disuse and some of them were run down or completely abandoned.

There weren’t just the two of them though, Little Tony said, there were all his siblings, so it was never boring.

The walk there was annoying enough, but Little Tony made it even worse. He kept going on and on about his dad and how great the puppet show would be. It got on my nerves, and many others seemed as annoyed as I was. No matter how often we told him to be quiet though, he rambled on, almost mechanically.

The moment we made it to the cottage, a middle-aged man sprouting the biggest mustache I’d ever seen welcomed us. He ignored Little Tony, who walked on, past his father without so much as saying a word.

The man introduced himself as Alexander the Magnificent. With his flaming red robes and his black cylinder, he gave off the impression of a magician and not a puppeteer.

“Ah, I bet you’re here to see the puppet show,” he said in a loud booming voice and snapped his fingers. A tiny firework shot out from between them. We were all impressed by this.

From a distance, we could see a few other kids, which we assumed to be Little Tony’s siblings. None of them gave us any attention as Alexander let us to an enormous stage next to the small cottage he lived in.

We all oohed and aahed when we saw the impressive construction. He spread out his arms in a grand gesture and pointed at a row of seats in front of it.

“The show will begin in but a few moments, my dear guests,” he said in the same booming voice.

He bowed again before he hurried towards the stage.

As we waited for the show to begin, we noticed that the sun had started setting. One of the younger kids in our group complained. It was late, and he had to get home or he’d be in trouble with his parents. Peer pressure is a powerful thing, especially between kids, so it took only a few words to shut him up.

It wasn’t long before the curtains opened. Pompous music played, and light flooded the stage.

Alexander stepped forward to greet us again.

“Welcome to Alexander the Magnificent’s Magnificent Puppet Show, the most amazing puppet show in the whole wide world! You will see and experience unbelievable things tonight!”

The man’s entire demeanor was one of pomp and grandeur and again I couldn’t imagine him to be a puppeteer.

He threw his head back, lifted his arms high into the air, and once more fireworks went off above him. The curtains fell shut again and a moment later the music cut out.

For a few seconds, everything was quiet before a happy and fun melody started to play.

When the curtains opened again, the stage’s background had changed. There was now a canvas showing a green hill with a tiny house on it.

“There was once a boy named Jack,” Alexander narrated.

I was psyched to see the puppets, squirming on my chair, but to my surprise, a little boy around my age entered the stage. This was supposed to be a puppet show, right? Weird, I thought, but kept watching.

The little boy made his way to the center of the stage and I noticed right away how weird and stiff his movements were.

“Jack wanted nothing more than to marry Jane.”

With that, a little girl entered from the other side of the stage. She almost skipped to the middle, but her way of moving was similarly stiff.

“When Jack told her though,” Alexander continued in a tragic tone. “Jane wasn’t interested.”

On the stage, the little boy moved towards the girl, but she shook her head and turned away from him. The little boy gasped before he turned to the audience, an expression of misery on his face.

“Now what could Jack do to get Jane’s attention? Could he win her heart over with a present?”

The little boy looked around before he plucked a flower from the scenery and gave it to the little girl. She looked at it before she shook her head again and threw the flower away.

The boy reacted in abject misery again.

The entire ordeal repeated for a few more times, getting more comical as it went on.

“Finally,” Alexander narrated, “our hero Jack set out on an adventure to find a present worthy of her love.”

With that, the first act ended, and the curtains fell shut.

I wasn’t the only one who’d enjoyed the show so far. Some other kids seemed to be as excited as me. Martin and two of his older friends seemed to be bored, rolling their eyes at the play, and I was embarrassed about my excitement.

It was only a minute before the curtain opened again. Eerie music was playing, and the scenery had changed to that of a dark forest.

“Jack had traveled far and wide, but eventually he found himself trapped in a thick, old forest.”

With that, the little boy entered the stage again.

“He didn’t know,” Alexander said in a gloomy, foreboding voice, “that he was being watched the entire time.”

At this point, I made out the lurking ominous figures behind some trees on stage. The music got creepier and now all of us were hooked. As if on cue, the sun behind us vanished and twilight arrived.

First, the lurking figures only watched the boy, but soon they reached out for him and followed him from tree to tree. Finally, one of them jumped out and landed right in front of him. It was another little boy, dressed up as a wolf.

I looked up, but not in shock at the wolf’s sudden appearance. The way he’d jumped out had been unnatural. It wasn’t so much a jump, but it seemed more as if he’d been yanked forward. It reminded me of a puppet being moved on strings and as I watched him I noticed he was moving in the same stiff manner.

I looked over to my friends, but it seemed I was the only one who’d noticed or was bothered by it. I wanted to say something to Martin next to me, but I was too afraid he’d be mad at me for something as silly as that.

As the act went on, it was revealed that all the lurking figures were forest animals. One after another they jumped out from behind the trees and soon the boy was captured and brought to the king of animals.

The king was a bizarre mixture of various animals. He was covered in a mixture of fur and feathers and mighty antlers seemed to protrude from his head.

“The king of animals demanded to know what brought Jack to their forest.”

“Jack, courageously, told him he was out to seek a present for the one he loved.”

“The king thought about Jack’s word for a moment before he made him an offer. If Jack was to help them get rid of the evil hunters, he’d reward him with a magic crystal. A crystal that would grant him anything he desired.”

The little boy nodded a few times and soon enough he went on his way with some animals in tow.

With that the curtains fell, and the second act ended.

The third act was set at the edge of the forest. The boy and his new animal friends were hiding between a few trees on the right side of the stage.

In the center, three figures, dressed up as hunters, set around a campfire.

“Finally our hero Jack and his friends found the evil hunters!”

As the boy and the animals watched, the three hunters laid down to sleep. Soon after, the boy and the animals set out into their direction.

Alexander’s voice became a whisper and the music too turned quiet, becoming almost inaudible.

“They inched closer and closer, but the hunters were not only evil, they were also prepared.”

With that one of the animals was caught in a trap and in an instant, the three hunters jumped back to their feet.

The music turned into a loud crescendo as a battle emerged on the stage.

It was portrayed in an over the top, comical way. The animals clawed and bit the hunters, who in turn beat them with their clubs.

They all moved in the same stiff way, making the entire battle look unnatural. What was even weirder were the sounds. When the kids hit each other, the sounds were too loud, almost wooden, reminding me of old superhero movies. My friends laughed at the goofiness of it all, but I sat there awkwardly.

Soon the first hunter fell to the ground. He didn’t stagger, he just went limp and crashed to the floor, his arms and legs spread out in weird angles. The same happened to other participants who were defeated. All of them fell to the ground in a way that reminded me of real puppets being dropped to the floor. It was bizarre and even as a kid, I realized something was wrong about this situation.

I looked away from the ruckus on the stage for a moment, my eyes wandering upwards. There he was. Alexander was atop the stage, leaning over it as a puppeteer would. As the battle on the stage raged on, I could see his hands moving frantically, as if he was a real puppeteer.

Had he been up there the entire time?

As I watched, I didn’t understand what he was doing. Was he pretending to be a real puppeteer to make it seem like this was an actual puppet show? Was this why all the kids moved in this stiff, wooden way?

It was such a strange idea.

And then I saw something shimmering in the air. I could only make them out for a moment, the countless strings that came from Alexander’s hands, and were connected to the kids on stage. I saw how he moved two of his fingers upwards and the boy jumped, no was yanked forward, to attack the last of the hunters.

When the hunter dropped to the floor, the strings were already gone, invisible to my eyes yet again.

I didn’t understand what I’d seen. I poked Martin next to me again and again to get his attention, but his eyes stayed on the stage before he finally glared at me.

“What’s your problem?” he demanded.

“Something’s wrong! He’s controlling them,” I tried to explain, but broke up when Alexander’s loud thunderous voice announced the end of the act. When I pointed to the top of the stage however, the curtain had already fallen and the man was nowhere to be seen.

Martin turned away again, calling me a weirdo, and I was left sitting there, confused.

As the fourth act started I saw him up there again, moving and weaving his hands through the air to move the kids on stage. I poked Martin again, but instead of turning to me, he poked me back. Finally, I yanked at his arm and pointed to the top of the stage.

“Look!” I whispered into his ear.

Martin tried to shake me off before he saw the man up there. He watched him for a second before he glared at me once more.

“What’s your problem? Stop being so weird!”

With that, he yanked his arm free and before I could continue talking to him Little Tony walked up to me.

“Isn’t the show just the greatest thing ever?”

I tried to ignore him, telling him to get lost, but he’d stay right where he was, all the while smiling at me.

“I can’t wait for the ending,” he went on.

“I don’t care about the ending!” I shushed him and tried Martin to listen to me again, but Little Tony wouldn’t leave me alone.

“It’s the best part of the play. I’m so excited!” he chirped on.

“Leave me alone,” I yelled back at him once more.

“Martin,” I started, but he shushed me to keep quiet and soon a few of his friends joined in.

I hate to say it, but I was never one to put up a fight.

So I sat there and turned back to the stage. I saw that the little boy was back on his way home, the magical crystal in hand.

The back of the stage was moving as he walked on, changing from the forest to a grassy plain before he returned to the green hill. I noticed that the tiny house on the mountain was now destroyed. The little boy looked around before he found another kid, dressed as an old man, lying on the floor.

Alexander began narrating the end of the play.

“The moment Jack returned home, he learned from the old man that the hunters had been protecting the village. Now that they were gone, the wild animals had eaten all the villagers, leaving only the old man to tell the tale.”

The boy on the stage started crying, but then he looked at the crystal in his hand.

“So Jack held up the magical crystal, whispering his solitary wish. ‘I wish everyone was brought back to life.’ There was one thing the crystal couldn’t do though, it could never bring the dead back to life. And so Jack learned that he’d been tricked, had been used by the animals and become nothing but their puppet.”

With that, the curtains closed and fireworks went off once more. The so-called puppet show was over.

On the stage, the curtain opened again and all the kids were there. The boy named Jack, the girl named Jane, the animals, the hunters and the old man. On top of the stage, a light went on, and finally, everyone could make out Alexander.

The kids on stage all came forward and bowed to the audience, moving in the same wooden way.

My eyes went up to Alexander’s hands. I’d hoped they’d be resting on top of the stage, that what I’d seen before had been nothing but my imagination.

But it wasn’t.

Moving his hands gracefully, he controlled every one of the kids and once more the shimmering threads were visible. Martin was watching it now too and I could see that he didn’t understand what he was seeing either. I saw another one of my friends raise his arm, pointing at Alexander.

Finally, all the kids bowed for the last time. Two of my friends were clapping excitedly, some only a little, unnerved by what they’d seen.

Martin and I were quiet. By now I wanted nothing more but to get out of there.

“Let’s go,” I whispered to Martin who seemed to be frozen in his seat next to me. Before he could answer Alexander spoke up again.

“Well, it seems some of you,” he started, eying me and Martin, “didn’t quite enjoy our little puppet show. This makes me very sad because we performed it just for you. Perhaps some of you are interested in giving us a little feedback? Or maybe,” he paused, his mouth twisting into a grin, “would like to join us and help improve it?”

I started shaking my head vehemently.

“I just want to go home,” I mumbled.

“You should join. It’s so much fun!” he piped up.

All the kids on stage were just standing there, their heads resting on their chests and their arms hanging at their sides.

Alexander laughed.

“It seems we have to insist.”

And right then he yanked his hands upwards and the kids on stage sprang to life again. With another jerk of his hands, they all jumped from the stage in unison, landing right in front of us. As they took another leap towards us, I stumbled over my chair screaming in terror. I got back up, turned away from them, and ran. After only a few meters though, my arm was caught, and I was yanked backward. I crashed to the ground and saw Little Tony hanging on to it. He was still smiling as he held on to me with an iron grip.

“You can’t leave yet,” he said in his happy little voice.

I tried to yank my arm free, but that didn’t do a thing. All it did was to make his grip tighten and his smile going ever brighter.

As I watched, I saw that the other kids had reached my friends now.

I struggled against Little Tony’s grip, tried to get free, but to no avail.

Finally, in a sudden flash of inspiration, I raised my arm above the little boy’s head. Even if I couldn’t see them, I felt the invisible strings. I yanked at them as hard as I could and felt them snap. Little Tony’s body became powerless in an instant.

What happened next though still makes me shudder in utter despair.

Do you know what happens when you remove the strings from a wooden puppet? It falls apart. That’s what happened with Little Tony.

His arms and legs fell off his torso and his little head rolled a few feet away. There was no blood, no wounds. His body simply separated into its various parts. There was still skin though, the places where his body parts had been fused moments ago were all covered in normal skin.

Each part of him seemed to be his own, distinct… thing, made of flesh and bone and covered in skin.

I stood there for a second, staring at the pieces that had once been Little Tony. His face still wore the same joyful smile as before.

When I looked up, I saw Martin. He was being held down by another puppet. He was squirming and crying, trying to get free. For a moment he stared at me, his face a mask of confusion and terror.

I stood there, confused, took one step forward, but I couldn’t seem to move any further. Then something shimmered in the air and moved towards his body. The strings made contact, seemed to dig into him. His eyes grew wide, his mouth opened and his entire body shook before it went limp.

By now Alexander had noticed that I’d destroyed one of his puppets and the one that had held down Martin came for me. It jumped high, flew right towards me and I barely avoided it from landing on top of me.

I ran and rushed from the stage. For a moment I saw another one of them out of the corner of my eye. It was gliding next to me, inches above the ground, its arms stretched out trying to get to me. For a moment I felt his cold, stiff fingers brush over my shoulder before it was yanked backward.

Alexander’s strings, I realized. They couldn’t reach any further!

I don’t know what happened afterward. I must’ve taken my bike and drove right home as fast as I could. Not to Martin’s home, but all the way to my parents’. They were confused when they found me outside, more so when they saw the state I was in.

I learned later that it had been long past midnight. I’d arrived crying and shaking, hitting the door and screaming for them to protect me from the puppets.

My friends went missing that summer. Seven kids, including Martin, were never seen again. I was questioned countless times and needless to say they didn’t believe a thing I told them. They probably thought I was too shocked, or worse, that I was downright lying.

They still checked the cottage, but they found no trace of anything I’d described. No Alexander, no puppets, and no stage.

I told them that everything must’ve been hidden away. Alexander the Magnificent must’ve left, but no one had heard about a man like that or his infamous puppet show.

In the end, my friends stayed missing. They still are to this day.

As the years passed, I put this story away, hid it in the depth of my mind, telling myself it was nothing but a terrible dream.

A week ago though, I saw something on my way through town. It was a little boy, approaching a group of kids on the soccer field.

“Hey there,” I heard him pipe up to them. “I’m Little Martin. You should all come to our puppet show this evening!”

When I turned over and saw his face, I froze in terror. It was Martin’s face. He looked exactly like he had over two decades ago and was smiling as brightly as Little Tony had.

Night Out

I’m terrified. I’m trying to make sense of what happened last night, but I can’t seem to. Things happened, strange things, but my memory is hazy and scrambled up, but the implications…

All right, I’ve got to calm down and start at the beginning.

Last night my two best friends and I had our monthly night out. We are in our mid-thirties now, so we don’t party as hard as we used to. We’ve all got our obligations and jobs now, well at least two of us do. Once a month though, we have some fun and go wild. For old time’s sake, you could say.

Back in the day we went out almost every night and did pretty much everything you’ve got to do at least once at a party. Even now, as you can imagine, things can get a bit crazy when we get together.

We’ve been thrown out of clubs or bars, got into fistfights with bouncers, and my friend Steve once woke up in the drunk tank in the next city over. We still talk about that one.

What happened last night was an entirely different story.

We met up at Martin’s place. Most people would call him a free spirit. He’s an amateur musician and doesn’t have a steady job otherwise. He works here and there to make ends meet but spends most of his time playing music.

We meet up at his place because of his outstanding sound system and his record collection. There’s nothing better than listening to some good old rock music, exchanging stories, and having a few beers to get the night going.

Yesterday Steven brought us a little surprise.

“It’s nothing too dangerous, just like E,” he said as he handed me and Martin a small orange pill.

We sat together a bit longer and had another beer before we went out. The drug kicked in right when we’d entered the first club and let me tell you, whatever that shit was, it was crazy. We had an absolute blast.

Unfortunately, though, it was cut short when Martin got into some trouble with a group of other people. For once we opted against escalating the situation and left.

We were all damn high, and the alcohol didn’t help one bit. As we stumbled through the streets, we had no clue where the hell we were or even went.

I remember us stopping at a late-night store or gas station to get a few more beers, but that’s about it.

We tried to find a new club or bar to hang out at and eventually ran into a group of other people. They had a thick Eastern European accent and, like us, were out to party.

I don’t have the slightest clue what we talked about, but they told us about some crazy club nearby. We had to check it out. Of course, we went, the goddamn idiots we are.

From here on out, things got hazy. We followed our new friends down a few darker streets and back alleys. Normally all this would’ve been a red flag, but because of Steven’s damned drugs none of us realized what was going on.

I don’t know how much time had passed, but we finally entered some old, rundown building and went into some sort of basement club.

The place was bizarre and the best word to describe the atmosphere is Lynchian. Sweat, alcohol, and other, stranger things were heavy in the air. The entire club was gloomy and only illuminated by dim red light bulbs that dangled from the ceiling. The music that played was as strange as the rest of the club; a mixture of low psychedelic ambient and drone music.

People were sitting on the floor everywhere, huddled together in groups, some wearing grotesque outfits. Here and there people looked up, scanning us as we entered, but most seemed to be trapped in their own world.

I remember seeing a person in a fur suit, sitting in a corner shaking and shivering. Others stood around him giggling at whatever was happening to him.

I can’t tell what was real and what wasn’t. The further we went in, the weirder things got. I saw people sitting around a giant abomination of a bong. Others, nearby, seemed to have unrestrained sex right there on the floor.

Looking back, we should’ve left the place then and there. Sure, we’d done our share of weird shit and we sometimes took E, but we never went too far down the rabbit hole. This place there seemed to be the very bottom of it.

Before long we reached a bar, or at least someone handing out drinks. I don’t think we paid for them, but I got no clue.

The next thing I remember is that Steve and I were led down a long hallway. Martin was gone, but because of the state I was in I didn’t worry about a damn thing. Hell, I got mad at him for getting another drink without us.

The guy who led us down the hallway was talking, but I’ve got no idea if he was even talking to us.

The hallway went on forever and there were so many doors. I got dizzy staring at one after another, and for a moment I wondered if we’d entered a brothel. Finally, one of the doors was pushed open, and we were ushered inside.

A few minutes passed, and soon a group of other people joined us. It might have been the people we arrived with, but, again, I’m not sure.

An attractive woman entered soon after, started dancing and I thought it was just a strip club, but god was I wrong.

More and more drinks were served and I’m sure there wasn’t just alcohol in them.

Things had been hazy before, but now they’d become surreal and turned into a delirious fever dream.

Someone was holding a camera, filming us and the room while hollering and laughing like a madman.

Suddenly a figure wearing a gas mask was in the room, having come out of freaking nowhere. It was the funniest thing for me. I giggled and burst out laughing. Steven was the same.

Then another person was pushed into the room. This one was wearing something as well, but I’m not sure what it was. It might have been some sort of mask or just a bag with holes for eyes.

I don’t know how or why it started, but soon everyone pushed the second person into the center of the room.

Suddenly there was blood, and I saw the figure wearing the gasmask beating the other person to a bloody pulp. Thinking about it makes me nauseated. Everything about it was so damn wrong, fucked up, but back then I thought it was hilarious.

The images, the violence, the blood, it was all real, but my mind reacted to it like a freaking Looney Tunes cartoon.

The fight, if you can even call it that, didn’t last long.

At one point gasmask stood there, covered in blood, screaming like a maniac. The other person was on the floor and soon someone dragged him away, leaving a trail of blood behind.

I like to tell myself that it was all fake, an act and that it was the drugs that conjured up the ghastly images, but I can’t, I really can’t.

I don’t know when or how I left the place. When I came back to my senses, it was already light out and I stumbled down a random street in the outskirts of the city. I felt like absolute shit and on the hour-long trip back home I threw up more than once.

I can’t tell what part of the evening was even real. However, Steven too remembers the club, the room, and at least part of what happened there.

This is not all though, there’s one more thing that’s more disturbing than anything else. Neither of us could get into contact with Martin.

All my messages are unread and no one has heard a damned thing about him. I tried his landline repeatedly, but it keeps ringing endlessly.

I’m shaking whenever I think of last night, of what I saw. Had we stumbled into some fucked up snuff club and watched an actual murder?

And what has happened to Martin? Why can’t I shake off this awful feeling about him? There’s something in the back of my mind, something I saw or heard, but I can’t seem to grasp it.

It’s this lingering feeling that tells me it had been no other than my friend who’d been murdered right in front of us.

Grandpa’s Study

Two days ago my grandpa died and for the first time in over a decade I entered his study.

It was old age the doctors said. He was seventy-two years old when his heart simply stopped working. Grandpa was a really nice man. As long as I can think back I lived with him and my mom. I never got to know my real father. All I know about him is that he was a good for nothing drunk who had left as soon as he found out my mom was pregnant.

Things weren’t that different for me though. My grandpa did his best to fill the void my father had left. I really loved the old man. He was amazing and told me many stories about his life. He had been a sailor for a year, worked as a cowboy and did many other, similar things.

He was the smartest man alive to me when I was a kid. Whatever question I asked him, he was able to answer it.

Even when I got older and went to school and later college I was still really close to the old man. He’d often tell me about my grandma. She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his whole life. He never told me what happened to her though and I just kept quiet about it. When I asked my mom about it, she told me that grandma had died a long time ago, due to a fatal illness.

There was one thing I found a little strange about grandpa. It was his study. I was not allowed to enter it. Not at any time. There were no exceptions. It was simply off limits. As a kid I had snuck into it once to find out what he was keeping in there. I was expecting grandpa to hide secret treasures or old artifacts, things he had found in his youth. When he entered and saw me in there, he freaked out, got really mad and gave me the beating of a lifetime. I wasn’t able to go to school for a whole week. I remember my mother and him getting into a huge fight because of it. As soon as I got better I apologized to grandpa and told him I’d never do it again. I kept my word until yesterday.

I had found grandpa’s body in the hallway where he must have collapsed in the middle of the night. We called the doctor right away and soon after the mortician. My mother told me she’d take care of things and later went out with the mortician to discuss the details of the funeral. She only came back for a short time and told me she had to take care of a few more things and had get into contact with relatives because of the funeral.

I was all alone in the house. It felt pretty weird to be honest. Before there were always the three of us here. Now it was only me, even if only for a day or two. As I walked through the living room and saw grandpa’s books and his reading chair I remembered the study. I thought about the promise I had given him, but I guess he wouldn’t be too mad at me now. I had been curious about it all my life and why I wasn’t allowed to enter.

Now that I was older I wondered about it even more. Had it something to do with his past? Or maybe with his wife, my grandma? He had always talked about her in the highest regards. It could be that he had dedicated the room to her and it was filled with mementos of their life together.

When I opened the door I felt as if I was doing something forbidden. I hesitated for a short moment and murmured an apology to grandpa, then I stepped inside.

I saw nothing unusual. There were more books in here, which didn’t surprise me. He had liked to read. There were old notes and maps stacked away, that might have been from the times of his youth when he worked in various fields. These things couldn’t be the reason.

As I opened one of the cabinets in the room I found a number of photo albums. The first one had the name Emily on it. For a moment I wondered who Emily was, before I remembered that it was my grandma’s name. It was a topic that simply never came up and looking back I hadn’t heard the name more than a couple of times.

I opened the album and for the first time I saw what my grandma really looked like. She had been beautiful and I saw where my mom had gotten her good looks from. There were pictures of her and my grandpa together and I could see how happy and in love they were. There were only three albums dedicated to her though and the last one was quite depressing. From page to page my grandma transformed from a beautiful, young woman to a sickly, thin shadow of her former self. I don’t know what sort of illness it was, but it must have progressed quickly.

I closed the albums and carefully placed them on his desk before I went back to the cabinet. There were many other albums in there and they all had the name Rebecca on it, my mother’s name. Many of them showed her as a child. I had heard that grandma died when my mom was only four years old. After that grandpa had most likely devoted his life to his daughter.

There were just so many albums. At least one for every year of her life. I sat down and started to go through them page by page. Seeing my mom as a little girl made me smile. I saw her driving her first little bike and laughed as I saw how grumpy she looked on her first day of school. There were many other events, like holidays and Christmas. As I continued on I could see my mom slowly getting older and reaching puberty.

It was here that I noticed the albums getting more personal and intimate. Before it had been pictures of grandpa playing with her and pictures of her with family or friends. Now, at the age of fifteen, there were more and more pictures of her alone. I noticed that while she was smiling in most of them, there were a couple of others in which she seemed annoyed at him. I felt a little awkward looking at these pictures.

It was the next album when things started to get disturbing. Why were there so many pictures of my mom in a bikini? It was almost half the album that was filled with pictures of her wearing one. The pictures themselves weren’t normal at all either. Many showed her in strange poses: bending over, laying on her towel or running towards the water.

The rest of the album consisted of the occasional pictures of normal events. It seemed as if grandpa had been mostly interested in taking pictures during summer. I told myself that they might have been on a summer vacation together, maybe in the Caribbean or another exotic location and he just wanted to keep the memory fresh. I tried to believe it and told myself that there was nothing wrong. It was just a coincidence.

When I started the next album, all my doubts vanished instantly. After the third picture of my mom sleeping in her underwear I closed the album.

“Oh grandpa what is this?”

Then it hit me. I opened my grandma’s album again and looked at the pictures of my mother in her late teens. They looked almost identical.

“Oh god no”, I said to myself.

I had enough of the albums for now. I couldn’t bring myself to open any more of them.

It wasn’t long before I found a stack of notebooks in his desk. I opened the first one and started to read it. I knew I had found my grandpas diaries. I spent the next hours reading through them and it was in there that I found out who he really was and read about all the immoralities he had committed.

He hadn’t taken his wife’s death well and many of the early diaries went on and on about her. In time this changed though and the topic shifted from his wife to his daughter. He developed a sort of obsession with her wellbeing. As my mom became a teenager and reached puberty, fatherly love was slowly replaced by an attraction and soon a desire.

I started crying, when I reached the parts in which he talked about the things he wanted to do with her and later did. All those forbidden things that no father should ever do with his daughter.

It wasn’t long before I reached the pregnancy. My mother didn’t want an abortion and grandpa was furious about it. She wanted to keep her little girl, she said. It hit me right away.

I vomited right there in the study and was shaking uncontrollably. It took me a long time to calm down.

There was a reason why I never heard so much as a name about my father who had left when my mom was pregnant. There was a reason my mom never got child support. Right here was the reason why grandpa never wanted me to enter his study.

I shouldn’t find out that he raped his daughter every night and got her pregnant. I shouldn’t find out that my father, who I hated so much for abandoning us, was not a good-for-nothing drunk but instead my own grandpa. I shouldn’t find out that the man who I loved all my life was my mom’s rapist. In the diaries he talked about what he’d do if my mother ever tried to leave him or tell anyone about what he did.

He’d do the same things to me.

I can only imagine what sufferings my mom went through, living with this man all her life and seeing her own child playing with him every day. I can only imagine what hell my happy childhood and teenage years were for her. The fear she must have felt about what grandpa would do to me every single day.

It was today that I got a call from the police. They needed me to identify someone. I didn’t have to ask. As I stood there crying in the middle of the living room, I knew that mom had finally been able to leave this wretched life of hers behind.

My Roommate Changed

Many university students would agree with me that living in the dorms can be a blast.

Here in Germany though, where I go to university, the dorms differ from the typical ones that most people are used to.

They are more like flats shared by multiple people, each with his or her own room. There are a lot of different types. Some house up to eight people, all living together. Others, like mine, are limited to only three.

Ever since I started university, I had the good luck to share mine with only one other roommate. My flat was in one of the oldest dorms at the university. In recent years the number of students had gone back and few people wanted to live here, for various reasons. The building was old and run-down, the flat itself wasn’t the nicest and it was quite a bit off campus. There was one upside that made living out here worth it though: the rent is dirt cheap.

My roommate, Chris, was a great guy and, like me, a first-year student. I wouldn’t call us best friends, but we got along pretty well. We’d often hang out, get drunk, go to parties, or have people come over to our place. Life was enjoyable during my first semester.

It all changed at the beginning of the second one. When I returned from my semester break, Chris was already there, but he was behaving differently. I’d brought a six-pack to celebrate the start of the new semester. Chris, however, didn’t so much as say a word to welcome me.

I was pissed, but I assumed he was busy preparing for the new semester. I knew his second semester would be tougher than mine. Hell, maybe he was in a foul mood, so I shrugged it off for the time being.

I had hoped for things to get better once the semester kicked off, but he stayed as disinterested as he had been the day I came back. At times, it seemed as if he’d spaced out completely.

His way of speaking was off too. It was quiet and almost a bit too monotonous. He was the polar opposite of what he’d been before. Whenever I asked him if something was wrong though, he’d either give me a simple “No,” or he ignored me.

I even invited him to the big semester opening party, but once more, he ignored me. This was not like him, but what can I say, by that point, I had enough of his behavior. Screw him, I told myself as I went out to have some fun.

The party was amazing, I ended up quite drunk and only returned home in the early morning hours.

As drunk as I was, it took me a damn while to open the door to our flat. I must’ve been fidgeting with my keys for minutes before I so much as found the damned keyhole. Once I’d finally opened the door, I saw an ominous figure at the end of the hallway.

“What the fuck,” I cursed in my drunk state before I realized it was Chris. He was standing there, in the dark, staring at me.

“Fuck you and your creepy shit,” I yelled at him before I hit the light switch and made my way to my room and went to bed.

When I thought about it the next day, while nursing a terrible hangover, I couldn’t help but feel weirded out by the entire thing. What the fuck was he doing in the dark like this? Then I remembered how long I’d been fidgeting with the keys and the lock and the noise I must’ve caused. Still, why hadn’t he said a damned word when I’d come in?

I decided to approach him about it, but when I knocked on his door, he didn’t seem to be home.

Once he finally returned home late in the evening, I couldn’t help but stare at the outfit he was wearing. Chris was a somewhat superficial type, always worried about the impression he made on other people. Seeing him coming back in sweatpants and a dirty, worn shirt made me raise an eyebrow.

I walked up to him to confront him about his behavior last night, but he walked right past me, treating me as if I wasn’t even there. This was it. I’d had it.

I followed him and reached out for his shoulder, but before I could even touch him, he jerked around.

His eyes were wide, and he was staring right at me. I froze and for a second there was complete and utter silence.

“Something wrong?” he asked me.

His voice was toneless, empty, without a hint of emotion. It sounded so strange, as if certain vowels were a bit too drawn-out.

“No, it’s nothing,” I answered, slightly freaked out.

Without another word, he turned back around and vanished inside his room. Only when he’d closed the door, I dared to breathe again. Jesus, what the hell was wrong with him?

After that, I didn’t see him again for a few days. I don’t know where he went or what he was up to. None of our mutual friends had even seen him at university. I started to get seriously crept out by this entire thing.

It was today though that I learned just how much was wrong about this whole situation.

After my lectures for the day were over, I spent the evening talking to some old friends from high school via Skype. Ever since I started university I don’t see them as often as I used to. So these evenings are a pleasant way of catching up and playing some games. It was almost midnight when we called it a night.

I cursed at myself for staying up so late. I had an early lecture tomorrow and I couldn’t miss it again. With a sigh, I got up to go to the bathroom.

The moment I opened the door and stepped out into the dark hallway, I saw him. Chris was out there again, standing at the end of the hallway, in the dark, staring at me. He was still, not moving a muscle, almost as if he was frozen.

In the dim light that came from my room, I saw his eyes resting on me. His head was tilted to the side, almost at a ninety-degree angle. The entire way he carried himself was wrong. It looked as if he had too many bones in his body, too many joints in his limbs. He was leaning forward into my direction as if lying in wait for me. Or, I thought, preying on me.

“Stop that shit, man,” I called out to him but nothing happened.

“Okay man, what the hell’s your problem?”

Again I got no reply, no reaction at all, but he kept watching me. I’d barely taken a few steps into his direction when his head jerked around to the other side. His mouth opened wide, but for a moment there was no sound. A few seconds later, when he started speaking, I heard a voice, but it wasn’t his voice. It was an entirely different voice that came from his mouth.

“Hey, come closer,” he said in this strange voice.

He broke up for a moment before he continued the sentence in his usual, monotonous voice.

“There’s something I want to show you.”

This was enough to freak me out. In an instant, I was back inside my room and had locked the door. What the hell had happened? What the hell was with that voice?

It was completely different! I could tell for a fact that this hadn’t been Chris imitating someone to fuck with me. No, it had been a high-pitched female voice that was nothing like his!

I expected him to bang against my door, to call out after me, but nothing happened. Everything was quiet. After a long minute had passed, I snuck to the keyhole to check if he was standing outside, but I saw nothing.

I told myself to go to bed, to ignore it all, but I was too confused, too freaked out to even think about sleeping.

My friends had already gone offline, so I went to YouTube for a moment before I checked my emails. God knows it had been weeks since I’d looked at my mailbox. There had been some talk about a new schedule for one of my lectures, so I might as well get this out of the way.

Most of my folder was filled with spam. I deleted email after email before I stumbled upon one by the student-union. It had been sent to me a couple of days ago.

It was a long-winded email that talked about changes to the dorms and the repurposing of some of the old buildings, including mine. In the course of this procedure, they would move some students to different accommodations. I was one of them and in the months to come, I was supposed to move into a different dorm since I was living here all by myself.

I looked up when I read this. What the hell were they talking about? I wasn’t living alone, Chris was right here.

When I thought about it though, his weird behavior. Was it because he was staying here without permission and tried to keep a low profile? Even though it had nothing to do with me if he’d gotten into trouble.

Still, what about his weird behavior? What about that voice? No, something didn’t add up, not at all.

And that’s when I got an idea. With shivering hands, I reached out for my phone.

It was nothing but a random thought and I prayed I was nothing but a paranoid idiot.

I dialed Chris’s number and was expecting to hear a phone ring from the other end of the apartment or even hear him answer out in the hallway.

It rang and rang before someone finally answered. It was Chris, but because of some loud music playing in the background, I didn’t understand a word he was saying. After a while, the music got quieter and I could make out what he was saying.

“Sorry man, it’s pretty loud here. So what’s up? Let me guess, you only just read my email, right?”

“What the hell are you talking about? Why are you-?”

“The email about me transferring to the Humboldt University of Berlin.”

I froze.

“What are you talking about? Stop fucking with me!” I yelled at the phone.

“You missing me that much already?” he said laughing. “Can’t handle living alone in the old place?”

“Stop fucking around man, this is not fucking funny! Tell me right now this is all some stupid joke and you’re out there, in the hallway!”

Chris stopped laughing.

“Hey man, what’s going on over there?” he asked, sounding concerned by now.

It was right at this moment that I heard his voice again. This time it wasn’t coming from the phone in my hand though, but from the hallway outside.

“Something’s wrong. Come out and help me,” the voice called out to me.

In sheer shock, my phone slipped from my hands and crashed down to the floor, hard. It was an old piece of shit and as luck wanted it, this was one too many times. I cursed at myself for being too cheap to get a new one for so long.

The voice outside though didn’t care and continued talking.

“Come out, see what’s wrong.”

By now the tone of the voice had changed. It’s gotten louder, angrier and whoever’s out there is now right in front of my door.

I don’t know what to do. The damned apartment is on the seventh floor and there’s no other way out. Oh, god, I can hear him scratching over the door outside.

“Come out,” it yelled, once more in a wholly unfamiliar voice.

Oh god, what the hell’s that thing out there and what have I been living with for those past weeks?

The Gorgon

Have you ever seen someone so disgusting and ugly it makes you gasp for air? I did. As a kid there was an old woman, living in the next town over that had the more than fitting name ‘The Gorgon’.

I first heard about her from friends living in the same town. Well, she didn’t live in the town per se, she lived in an old run-down cabin at the edge of town. The entire area around her place could’ve been described as a dump or a cesspool. I heard my friends joking it was as disgusting as her.

When I heard all this, I imagined an old ugly woman with a wrinkled face spotting huge warts and no teeth in her mouth. The image was that of a witch I’d seen in a movie on TV.

As so often, I wasn’t prepared for the bleak reality.

Her body was so skinny it looked fragile. Her hands were dirty and discolored. It was a stark contrast to her otherwise white, almost transparent skin. Here and there, it was missing and in its place were festering sores, leaking puss.

The worst was her face. The first time I saw it, I gasped and held my breath till I was out of air.

Huge blisters and the same puss-leaking sores covered it. Her skin was sagging, almost as if it was close to tearing apart. In other places, it looked as if it was melting. Her eyes had retreated deep into her skull and were yellow and bloodshot. There was still hair left on her head, but it sprouted in dark, messy bushes that alternated with bald spots.

To a kid like me, she was repulsiveness personified.

I had asked my friends if she suffered from an illness or a disease, but my friends said they didn’t know. So we asked around town. We got many answers, but they all said the same thing. It was old age, her living conditions, and the general neglect of health. There was one other thing they told us, though, to stay clear of her and don’t associate with her.

What can I say, we were typical kids. The more you tell us something’s forbidden, the more interested in it we get.

When I was twelve years old, I spent a lot of my summer break in this town. So far we’d only driven past The Gorgon occasionally and watched her from afar.

That summer break though, we all got more interested in her.

We spent many of our mornings or afternoons hiding between the trees near her place. From our hiding spot, we’d watch her and make up stories about her.

Even her way of moving and her demeanor were all wrong.

She spent a lot of time outside. At times she’d sort through the trash that had accumulated around her cabin. At others she’d rest in an old camping chair she’d propped up.

There was one peculiar thing about her, though. She always had a tiny box on her. Most of the time she pocketed in the old, stained pants she wore. Sometimes, though, she held it in her hands, staring at it and cradling it like a treasure.

It didn’t look like a treasure, though. Whenever she held it, it appeared no different from the rest of the rubbish around her place.

We never learned what it was since she always kept it at her body, never parting with it even for a moment.

Another interesting fact was that we saw no animals around her place. Some of my friends said it was because she marked her territory. I didn’t know what they meant, so one of them told me she was like a cat. She was pissing at the side of her cabin and the ground all around so animals would stay away. It sounded a little far-fetched, but back then I believed it.

One day a group of teenagers came by her place to make fun of her. They called her names, teased her, and threw things at her. The old woman was furious, jumped from her chair, and yelled at them to leave her alone. This went on for some time before she disappeared inside her cabin.

We thought this was it, but after a while, she returned outside. The cacophony of name-calling started again. Instead of yelling back at them though, the Gorgon walked into their direction and threw something at them. The teenagers screamed in disgust and rushed away. It wasn’t long before a foul stench reached us.

We later learned that she’d filled an old plastic bag with something foul and rotten and hurled it at the troublemakers. Stories of what it was ranged from foul water, rotten trash up to her piss, and fecal matter.

As the days passed, watching her from afar grew old.

Before long we snuck around her cabin to have a look at the things lying around it. We’d hoped to find hints of ritualistic magic, dead animals, or even voodoo puppets. In reality, though, it was nothing but plain, old, boring trash. Most of it consisted of crumbled up newspapers, refuge and torn clothing. None of it was worth anything.

We never actually agitated her though, as many others did. It wasn’t that we were nice kids. No, we were afraid of her. I still remember the day I snuck up to the sole window of the small cabin, trying to peer inside only to see her disgusting face behind the stained glass. I never ran so fast in my life. We all did. Whenever she noticed us we booked it, screaming about the curse of the Gorgon.

It was our version of the mythological story of Medusa. If she’d lay eyes on you for too long, you too would turn out as disgusting as she was.

I honestly believed in it.

It was during our second week that we finally gave in to our curiosity and broke into her cabin.

The building had only one door and a tiny, dirty window. It had been tempting us for a while. We wanted to explore the lair of the Gorgon and see what sort of things she kept inside. We wondered if she was a witch and her home was a place of foul magic, filled with dead animals or worse things.

The plan we prepared was simple. I guess it was the best a bunch of kids could come up with. We divided into two groups, team alpha, and team bravo. While the alpha team would sneak into her place, it was bravo’s objective to distract her from coming inside.

I’d gotten my hands on dad’s new expensive digital camera and brought it along to take pictures. It was either to report our findings or to snap a few quick pictures in case we didn’t get the chance to take a closer look.

We knew that the Gorgon often fell asleep in her chair outside, so we lay in wait for just that moment.

After what seemed like an eternity, she finally dozed off in her chair and we got our chance.

We got moving and hurried over to her cabin. I’d volunteered to be part of the alpha team. We pushed open the door as quietly as possible and prepared ourselves to find a lair of evil and disgust.

What we found instead was a poorly furnished and rather normal room. There were no pentagrams, no blood circles, no dead animals, or pagan altars. Nothing of the sort at all. The place wasn’t even covered in trash or shit. No, it was as normal as an old, run-down cabin could be. Sure it was dirty, the wallpaper was stained and mold was growing in two corners, but that was about it. It was way more normal than any of us had suspected and we were vastly disappointed. We’d hoped to find something crazy, so we’d have a story to tell.

I halfheartedly snapped a few pictures so we could at least prove we’d been inside.

Soon enough we heard noises from outside. Our friends were laughing and yelling and the Gorgon was screaming back at them in her shrill voice.

It was right at this moment that one of my friends tripped and fell against the table in the center of the cabin. An old rusty pot standing on it crashed to the floor. For a second the loud metal clang was the only audible sound in the entire universe. Then the door burst open and we could see her disgusting face, brimming with anger.

“What do you think you’re doing in here, you little shits?!” she shrieked at us, her voice shaky and quivering with anger.

She stormed inside, trying to get us. Her problem was that she was as slow as she was ugly and there were far too many for her. One of my friends easily dodged her and rushed past her, outside. The rest followed him, screaming in terror. I was the last one, and I’d almost made it outside when I felt her grab onto my arm. I was frozen in fear. Time itself seemed to slow down as she pushed her disgusting visage inches in front of mine.

“Where do you think you’re going, you little shit?” she screamed at me and her foul breath made me gag.

In an instant, fear was replaced by panic. I screamed, cried and struggled against her grip. With each moment though, it seemed as if she pressed down harder, almost as if she wanted to pull me back inside. I could feel something wet and sticky and a moment later I saw the disgusting puss from her sores running down my arm. I called out for my friends, begged them to come back, but they’d abandoned me.

“Don’t you ever come back here again, I dare you, or I’ll,” she spat at me. Her face was twisted into a ghastly grin and when our eyes met, all the drowsiness was gone and they seemed alive, burning with energy.

In a moment it was over and she released me. I stumbled outside and ran away as fast as I could.

As I ran, my arm felt strange and itchy and there was a weird smell coming from the area where she’d touched me.

After a few hundred meters, though, I noticed something much, much worse. I wasn’t holding my dad’s camera anymore. It must’ve dropped from my hands when she’d gotten a hold of me.

I stopped in my track and tears started streaming down my face. Dad had paid a lot of money for it and I’d be in serious trouble for losing it.

For what must’ve been minutes, I stood there, without the slightest clue what to do. Then I took the first, shaky step back into the direction of her cabin. I was still crying and had no real idea what I would even do.

As I got closer, I saw that she was outside again and as soon as she saw me, she started screaming at me again. The little box was in her hand again and she grasped onto it as she stared at me.

“You want to try me, aren’t you, you damn brat?”

When she noticed that I was crying, she started to laugh and to ridicule me. It wasn’t long before she tired of the ordeal and seemed to wonder why I didn’t leave. By then the box had already vanished again, inside her pockets.

“What the hell’s your problem? Get lost!”

At first, the words didn’t come out and all I could muster was a low mumbling. As she went on to insult me though, I grew angry.

“It’s because of my dad’s camera,” I rambled. “I lost it and it’s expensive and I need it and my parents will get mad if I don’t return it.”

I expected her to laugh or to scream at me again, but she turned around and vanished inside her cabin. I thought she’d left, and I’d already taken the first steps away when I heard her behind me.

“Where are you going, you dumb brat?”

She was holding something in her hand and when she took a few more steps into my direction, I recognized the camera.

“You just gonna keep staring at it or are you gonna come get it?”

I went over to her and once I’d taken it from her hand, she turned around.

“Get lost already,” she said as she walked away.

“Thank,“ I started, but my voice was too quiet and eventually I ran off.

A quick check revealed that the camera’s light still turned on and it seemed to be working fine.

When I got home, though, trouble was already waiting for me. Mom had noticed that dad’s camera was missing. I handed it back to her, apologizing. She instantly noticed a huge scratch on its side where it must’ve hit the ground. She scolded me and when she tried the camera, it turned on, but that was about all it did.

What was even worse, though, was my arm. I developed a gross, blistering rash where she’d touched me and had to be taken to a doctor. It healed eventually, but left me with a nasty scar that should always remind me of the incident.

When my parents pressed me about what had happened and how I’d gotten the rash on my arm, I told them everything.

They grounded me for months, forbidding me from ever visiting that town again on my own, and told me to never get close to that woman ever again.

For the next two years, I did as they’d told me.

The reason I found myself back in this town wasn’t because of the Gorgon, it was a mere coincidence.

I’d been interested in a girl from school that lived there and had wanted to meet up with her. Unfortunately, she stood me up. On my way back home though, I ran into one of my old friends.

We soon got to talk about the old days and he asked me why I’d never shown my face in town again. He joked that they all thought I’d caught the curse of the Gorgon on that day.

I told him the whole story. How I’d broken dad’s camera, the rash, and how I wasn’t allowed to come back here.

Well, as it turned out, he had a story to tell me as well.

After we’d broken into the Gorgon’s home, they’d soon lost interest in her. It had grown old to tease her and once it was clear, she wasn’t harboring any secrets in her cabin, they moved on. Sure, she was still a local curiosity, but that was about it. Apart from the occasional prank, she drifted off into obscurity.

That was until thirteen-year-old Bob Reimer, or Bobby for short, had moved here with his family a couple of months ago. He was a city kid and a nasty one, a real troublemaker. He’d changed schools frequently because of behavioral problems. I guess his parents thought he might not get in as much trouble in a more rural environment.

Oh, how wrong they’d been. As soon as Bobby learned about the Gorgon, he gave her hell. With Bobby, it wasn’t just name-calling and pranks anymore.

He’d steal or break anything she’d left outside, bombard her with water balloons, or even shot fireworks at her. Not even the inside of her cabin was safe. Countless times he’d snuck inside to create havoc in there. When the old woman would come after him, Bobby didn’t run. No, he waited for her and the moment she tried beating him he’d retaliate with a stick or a bat until she was the one running away.

Sure, he got into trouble, but he didn’t let it go. In time, his antics got worse and worse.

Things escalated a few weeks ago when he snuck into her cabin again and set fire to it. No one knows if it was supposed to be another prank or if he wanted to burn the place down, but that was exactly what happened. In mere moments the old cabin went up in flames.

The Gorgon and Bobby ended up with severe burns. Bobby, however, got the worse of it and ended up dying in the erupting fire.

They admitted the Gorgon to the local hospital after the event. There she remained to that day. It wasn’t only because of the burns, but because of general health concerns and her deteriorated state of mind.

I remembered the time she’d returned my camera to me and had shown me she wasn’t pure evil like we’d all thought. I also remembered that I’d never properly thanked her for it.

To be honest, I don’t know if it was this feeling of guilt or if it was mad curiosity, but I decided to visit her.

When I arrived at the hospital, the receptionist asked me what brought me there and if I wanted to visit someone. I almost blurted out that I was there to see the Gorgon. After some thinking, I told her I was there to visit the old lady who’d gotten herself burned at her cabin. She eyed me suspiciously for a moment, most likely wondering if I was up to some sort of trouble. After a few moments, though, she told me to follow her.

We ended up stopping at a nice little room with an enormous window that allowed you to watch the park outside.

I saw the figure resting in the hospital bed in an instant. Her arms and her face were covered in bandages. As bad as it sounds, I was thankful for it. The only thing that proved that it was the Gorgon was the eyes and the dirty, yellow spots all over the bandages. When the nurse knocked on the door, the old lady looked over at us.

“You got the wrong damn room again,” she yelled at the nurse.

The nurse didn’t react to her harsh words and instead smiled at her.

“No, this time you have a visitor, Miss Lang.”

The old lady looked from the nurse over to me.

“And who are you, brat?” she asked, squinting her eyes.

I shuffled around and after holding her gaze for a moment I averted my eyes.

“The camera boy,” I mumbled while staring at my feet.

“Don’t know, no camera boy.”

“From two years ago,” I started and looked up again. “I dropped my dad’s camera, and you returned it to me after we’d-“

I broke up because the nurse was still around. For a while the old lady said nothing, then she nodded at the nurse, who hurried away down the hall.

“Get yourself a damned chair or leave, brat!”

I hurriedly dragged a chair from a corner over to her bed and sat down.

“Now, why are you really here? Tell me.”

“It is because of the camera. I wanted to thank you, Miss,” I tried to remember the name the nurse had said, but I could only think of her as the Gorgon.

“Well,” I continued after a while. “If you hadn’t returned it to me, I’d have gotten into a lot more trouble with my parents. So, thank you, I hope you-“

“Parents can be the goddamn worst!” she cut me off.

I smiled awkwardly, surprised at her harsh language. I was about to get up and leave when she continued talking.

“They were both scum, you know,” and after a short while, she added, “my parents, that is.”

“Why?” was all I could muster to ask.

“Wanna know the truth, brat? Mommy was a bitch if you ever knew one and daddy was a violent drunk. He was always yelling and screaming and it was always poor little Camilla he yelled at. Why the fuck are you here? Why are you so useless? What the fuck are you doing? Everything was always little Camilla’s fault.”

I realized, as I listened, that her name had to be Camilla.

She went on, rambling by now and I was too nervous and too interested to say anything.

The whole situation was absurd. Here was this old woman, who’d once been nothing but an ugly, disgusting creature to me. Now, though, I realized, she was a person too, like me. She had parents, a name, and must’ve once been a kid just like me. I wondered what must’ve happened that turned her into what she was now.

Her story continued, and I learned that Camilla ran from home when she was barely a teenager. She said she couldn’t stay there anymore, not after what had happened. She never elaborated on what had happened though.

After she ran she met Ramon, if that even was his name. She wasn’t sure anymore, but what was important was that he took her with her.

“I know you don’t want to look at me now brat, even with all that shit covering my face, and I can’t blame you. Back in the day though, your eyes would’ve been glued to little Camilla.”

She reminisced about long, ebony hair and hazel eyes before she laughed.

“Tell you the truth, brat, I don’t even remember what I looked like anymore, but Ramon sure was taken by me.”

I didn’t know what to say to any of that, so I sat there and continued to listen.

“Can’t remember much of anything anymore. What I remember is that Ramon made me truly appreciate my little friend. With daddy, it had been different. Fear, panic, anger. With Ramon, though, there was no struggle, no fear. No, it just… happened.”

I stared at her and it took me a while, but I assumed she was talking about… sex. And as for her little friend…

“That’s why I had to run again eventually, and that’s how I ended up in the streets. That’s where I met other girls, like me, not the good kind, but who gives a shit, right? A girl has to eat. Didn’t have no family no more, didn’t have no Ramon.”

I noticed her suddenly staring at me. “Ain’t gonna ask no questions, you damned brat? Why you even here?”

“I’m sorry, I don’t know,” I mumbled, but she just shook her head.

She soon talked about dangerous guys, other girls, and falling in and out of love. It seemed her story was that of a runaway who’d met the wrong crowd and ended up being a prostitute.

It wasn’t long before she worked at the house, as she called it.

“That’s where little Camilla was introduced to her second-best friend. It makes you forget all the awful things that happened and makes you feel so much more alive. Makes you appreciate certain things much, much more. The heat, the intensity, the… satisfaction.”

Again, I was confused for a bit, but it soon dawned on me that this time, she was talking about drugs.

“Would be a godsend if not for what it did to your body. Didn’t take long to turn a beautiful little girl into a nasty, ugly bitch.”

She broke into laughter once more, but this time it was strained, frustrated even.

“That’s the price you pay. Melts your face, makes your skin blister, and fall off. Rots you from the inside out.”

I must’ve shuddered visibly because she gave me a ghastly grin.

“Didn’t stay at the whorehouse for long. Couldn’t deal with Candy and Strawberry and Peaches. So once more I trusted in my two little friends, and once more I ran. To a different city, a different street, and different men. Lived like that a few more years, met a few more nasty people, got a good beating here and there and that was that. Eventually, little Camilla ended up right here, right at this town, too broken and too ugly to go on anymore.”

“That’s how you came to live in that cabin?” I asked with all the strength I could muster.

“Damn right, brat. You aren’t as dumb as you look. People didn’t want me here. They called me a monster, told their kids to stay away, some even spat at me. Bet they all wished I’d move on or die. Well soon enough they’ll get their wish,” she spat at me in sheer anger.

I knew it had to be the latter she was talking about.

We both sat there in silence, her seemingly too exhausted to continue and me too stunned at the story I’d heard.

“I think I better get going,” I finally mumbled.

I’d barely gotten up when she surprised me by speaking again.

“You want to know more about my little friend? You want to know how he helped me to get away so often? From daddy, from Ramon, from those bitches at the whorehouse and all the men who came afterward?”

“What are you-?” I asked, staring at her as she rummaged below the folds of the bed.

“No, I don’t want to,“ but I broke off when she pulled out the tiny box I’d seen her clutch on to so many times.

As I stared at it, I finally saw what it was, a small box of matches. With a shaking hand, she pulled one of them out and lit it.

“This here, this is it, my little friend!”

I didn’t understand, didn’t know what she was talking about.

“But your little friend, didn’t you mean,” I started in confusion, but she cut me off right away.

“It is fire,” she pressed out with an exhilarated voice.

“Daddy was constantly screaming at me, threatened to send me to one of those vile boarding schools for girls. That same night, once he and mommy had fallen asleep, I burned the house to a crisp. When Ramon broke my heart and wanted to move on with that bitch Sandra, I burned him in that stinking little room of his. Those bitches at the whorehouse who stole my money? Well, one day, I made sure things would get really hot.”

She was cackling now, as she held the little burning match in her hand.

“Oh, there’s nothing better, you damned little brat. Nothing better than to let all your problems go up in flames. To just burn it all away, the pain, the anger, and the ones causing it. Just like that fucking brat a couple of weeks ago.”

I watched for a moment as she lit a second match, staring at the flame with manic satisfaction in her eyes.

When she pushed her hand into the small flame, when she started breathing heavily, as her skin blistered, I ran from the room and from the hospital.

I had thought the way she looked was ugly and disgusting. I had wondered how she’d turned up like that and even felt pity for her. But her story, her revelation, had proven something to me.

It didn’t matter what someone looked like, it didn’t matter how ugly or beautiful they were. For it is a person’s soul that counts and Camilla’s had always been ugly and disgusting, even long before her body resembled it.

Voodoo Puppet

Many people look back at their time at university with fond memories. For me, it’s different. My time at university will always be overshadowed by an incident that happened in my third year.

I was an IT major and the first thing I can tell you is that all the clichés about IT students are true.

The cliché nerd with the button-down shirt spending all weekend playing with Linux kernels and compilers? Check. The socially awkward outcast who sweat and shook whenever people, even worse girls, talked to him? Yep, seen those too.

Now don’t get me wrong, most of my fellow students were nice. Hell, quite a few of them were much smarter than me. It’s just that they were all a tad bit too weird for me.

Stephen was one of them. He was a nice enough guy, but he always struck me as a bit strange. I have no way of knowing it, of course, but he might have been autistic. He didn’t seem to have any actual interests and spent most of his free time in front of his computer. Here he’d tinker with whatever strange, cryptic software he was into at the moment. I never saw him go to a bar or a party and he showed no interest in girls or guys for that matter. For all I know, he might have been asexual.

How do I know all this about him? Well, at the start of my third year, I shared an apartment with him and two other people.

One was an English major named Christopher. The other was a good friend of mine, Peter, who majored in science.

Originally Peter and I had planned to rent a place for just the two of us. The rent in our city was too high though, so we had no other option than to room with other people.

At the time I was working on a project with Stephen. As I said, he seemed an okay enough guy, so I hit him up with mine and Peter’s idea. After some early hesitation, he soon picked me up on my offer.

Things started well enough. During our first week, we all hang out together, shared a few drinks, and watched a couple of movies together.

I could already tell, though, that Peter wasn’t too fond of Stephen.

There was an unspoken truth between the two of them. Peter tolerated the weird IT student, and Stephen, in turn, ignored him.

Before long, though, the two of them started to antagonize each other in more or less subtle ways. It was mostly ridiculous pranks. A hidden alarm clock that would ring in the middle of the night, a prank call here and there, those types of things. It was all so childish, but it gave me a couple of good laughs. I only hoped things didn’t escalate any further.

It was two months since we’d moved in when I saw Stephen with a box filled with all sorts of weird items.

“Hey, Stephen, what’s all that?” I asked as I approached him.

“Oh, eh, it’s nothing,” he answered with a nervous look on his face and hurried back to his room.

I hadn’t seen most of the box’s contents, but I could’ve sworn I saw a freaking voodoo puppet. I couldn’t believe it and chuckled to myself. The pure image of him sitting in his room, poking it with needles hoping it would work was hilarious.

He must’ve read about it on Reddit, or hell, even 4chan. I knew he was a weird guy, but this was a little too weird, even for him. Or a little too dumb, I wasn’t sure.

A few days after I’d seen it though, things got a lot stranger.

“Hey man, you got any Paracetamol or something?” Peter asked me out of the blue.

“Don’t think so, what’s up?”

“Ah well, fuck it then, got those freaking headaches for a while now, but it’s probably just a cold.”

Things didn’t get better for him though. Soon enough he not only complained about headaches but a general dizziness and back pains.

“Maybe you should go to the doctor,” I started, but he cut me off right away.

“Nah it’s gonna be fine. Might be the stress of those damned exams coming up.”

“Yeah, but this has been going on for a while now, hasn’t it?”

He gave me a frustrated look before he sighed. “All right, if things aren’t any better once exams are over I’m going to get it checked out.”

I had completely forgotten about Stephen’s voodoo puppet. One day, though, when I got home I saw him tinkering with it in the hallway. He was pushing nails into its back and head before shaking it violently. As soon as he noticed me he hid it behind his back and struck up an awkward conversation with me.

“Did you know that they released this new Linux update?”

“What?”

“I’m installing it now, it got some cool extra features, you want to see it?”

“Nah, I’m good, got to finish my math homework, anyway.”

“Oh, okay.”

With that, he hurried back to his room.

For a moment I stood there staring at the closed door to his room. That had been the freaking voodoo puppet, hadn’t it? Then I shook my head and laughed. This was ridiculous, there was no freaking way this was anything but a coincidence.

Still, I couldn’t help but be glad that I’d never gotten on his bad side.

I eventually told Peter about the voodoo puppet. He burst out laughing and told me that Stephen was a freaking idiot, but I could tell he was a little freaked out. In the end, he sighed and said he was too busy to deal with any of his antics at the moment.

A few days later, things got a bit out of hand and might very well have gone physical if Christopher hadn’t been around.

Peter had wanted to make himself some coffee, only to find Stephen sitting in the kitchen. He was toying with the damn voodoo puppet, happily poking it with needles. When Peter confronted him about it, Stephen muttered to himself, staring at his feet.

As Peter proceeded to yell at him, Christopher entered the kitchen to see what all the ruckus was about. Right at this moment Stephen hurried away, clutching onto his silly little puppet.

Similar incidents took place over the next weeks. Peter didn’t get much better and Stephen continued to annoy him. He’d stumble into him in the hallway or find his way into the kitchen when Peter was preparing meals. And he was always holding the voodoo puppet in his hands.

It was ridiculous, and I was sure he was just fucking with Peter. He must’ve found out about his headaches, so he’d gotten himself this stupid puppet. Another childish little prank, but this time Peter had fallen for it.

At the time all of this happened, I’d taken a bit of a break from my studies. My last semester had been hell. Between studying for exams, project work, and my part-time job, I’d barely enough time to sleep. So this semester I’d focused on nothing more than a few presentations and a handful of extracurricular activities.

So my semester break was actually this, a break. For the first time in a while, I’d enough time to hang out with friends and enjoy summer.

One night I was out much longer than usual and when I made my way back it was already long past midnight. Knowing that everyone else was still preparing for exams, I entered the apartment as quietly as possible.

As I tiptoed to my room, I noticed that Peter’s door was cracked. The light was out, but I could see a figure rummaging in the dark.

“Peter, you all right?” I called out to him in a quiet voice but got no answer.

I was worried instantly, considering how long he’d been sick. I turned on the light in the hallway and pushed open the door to his room. What I saw made me stumble back a few steps before a surprised cry escaped my mouth.

There was someone else in the room and at first, I suspected it was a burglar. A moment later, though, I recognized the figure. It was Stephen. He was completely naked, was wearing some weird fetish mask, and clearly had an erection. Behind him I saw Peter, lying on the bed, his lower half naked as well.

For a few moments, I couldn’t move as my brain tried to decipher the weird scene in front of me. Christopher soon appeared, cursing about the noise before he saw what was going on.

No one made a sound. Then Stephen freaked out, started yelling and screaming at us incoherently before he rushed back to his room.

It was at this point that we realized that Peter was out cold.

We called the cops immediately. After Stephen didn’t open the door to his room, the officers kicked it in, handcuff him and took him away.

When Peter woke up, he felt dizzy as usual, had a splitting headache, and the same back pains that had plagued him for more than a week. He was taken to the hospital immediately.

What they found out was that Peter had been drugged. Not only tonight, but ever since Stephen had gotten the damned voodoo puppet. The cops swept the entire apartment. They found several narcotics in Stephen’s room as well as in Peter’s food. At the hospital, it was determined that those were the reason for the constant headaches and dizziness.

The reason for the back pains is still unknown. They assumed it had been caused by whatever Stephen did to him during the night when he was out cold.

Fortunately, there seemed to have been no penetration or anything else of that nature.

I don’t know why Stephen did it. Maybe it was some twisted attraction towards Peter or he was, frankly said, nuts.

Peter stayed at the hospital for a few more days and eventually he pressed charges. Stephen got in a lot of trouble and was convicted on several charges, including sexual assault and possession of drugs.

Only after I’d given my statement, I understood why Stephen must’ve gotten the damned voodoo puppet.

It was nothing but a charade to confuse the rest of us and distract us from what was really going on.

Sure, none of us believed it was real for even a second, but we still wondered about it, just like he wanted us to.

And in turn, no one suspected what was going on, or what the real cause of Peter’s affliction was.

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